So.. I'd like all of you to meet my cousin :) Ate Leiah :>

So. I got bored and started browsing through my facebook account, and i saw my cousin's account. And I thought of making a blog about her :) Talented, Gorgeous and Amazing those are some words to describe her. She can sing pretty well and she dances like woooaaahhh! 

grabe, wala na talaga akong masabi. Yang mga litrato na yan ay pinapakita na kung ano talaga siya. She got it all. Hindi siya nahihiya na ipakita sa iba kung ano siya at kung anong kaya niyang gawin. When I grow up, I want to be like her. So talented and so pretty :) haha. I'm already 14 and turning 15 I still have time to work on myself. haha. Sorry for this useless blog. I just can't get enough of her. 

Hey, Ate Leiah if ever you're reading this blog. I'm sorry if its useless, im just bored and yeah =)) haha. Always take care :) and regards to your family. Stay Gorgeous!  <3 see you soon! 

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Life is so stressful

Hello, chemistry :/ being a junior in highschool is just so hard :( pressure for college. Test for college. Thoughts about prom. Chemistry is so hard, im having a hard time to understand trigo :/ huhuhu. Hopefully, i will survive this. And highschool is full of drama :/ well, i guess its part of life. And now, im not yet done with my chemistry project. I dont know what to do anymore :( i also have problems. Oh well, Godis always there for me and He'll never leave me. Whew. Trying to stay positive! :)

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Motto and Gawain ng mga tunay na magkakaibigan =))

Local Celebrities and Models tweeting me :"> part 4

Patricia Prieto :"> (model)

Cherry Pineda :"> (star magic manager) 

Luis Hontiveros :"> (gma)

Rhap Salazar :"> (abs-cbn)

Martin del Rosario :"> (abs-cbn)

Heidi Reigo :"> (abs-cbn)

Local Celebrities and Models tweeting me :"> part 3

Martin del Rosario :"> (abs-cbn)

Tricia Santos :"> (abs-cbn)

Shamee Sugui :"> (model)

Heidi Reigo :"> (abs-cbn, member of Phil. All Stars)

Century Tuna :))

Local Celebrities and Models tweeting me :"> part 2

Camille Co :"> (model)

Rhap Salazar :"> (abs-cbn)

Luis Hontiveros :"> (gma)

Jimmy Bondoc :"> (singer)

Javy Gil :"> (Enrique Gil's Brother)

John Manalo :"> (abs-cbn)

Local Celebrities and Models tweeting me :">

Rhap Salazar :"> (abs-cbn)

Martin Del Rosario :">  (abs-cbn)

Patricia Prieto :"> (model)

Luis Hontiveros :">  (gma)

Rhap Salazar called me "Sweetie" :">

im so kinikilig :"> ahihi.

I think I'm falling In Love with This guy :">

Matthew Mackendree "Matt" Lanter :">

 

Monsters In My Life

1. Math @-|
- Im really bad at math :| as in yun yung pinaka-mababa kong subject :| and minsan ang slow ko, so mas lalo akong nahihirapan. At minsan msyado naman akong tamad. Pero this time, i'll make an effort to understand it na :))


2. Problems/ Challenges
- I know that these things should make us stronger. But, dayuum. Its making me weaker than ever :| I give up easily. And i don't really look at things in a positive  way. But I always pray to God that i will be strong to face all of this things.


3. Insecurities
- lagi akong na-iinsecure. Feeling ko i'm not good enough. Ako pa mismo ang nagpapababa sa sarili and minsan kapag may mga sinasabi yung ibang tao na imperfections ko. O kapag sinasabi ako ng panget or parang ganun. Nakaka-baba kasi ng self-esteem :( bumababa din yung confidence ko kapag ganun. 


4. Jealousy
- Honestly SOMETIMES I get jealous of other people. Jealous of the things they have. I know its wrong but you know, sometimes you just cant help so yeahh. 


There are just things in life that you can't have. And there are also things that you just couldn't leave but you have to solve these things. I just have to stay positive and be strong and always be happy! :)

What a sad life ☹

So. Since Tuesday, my phone crashed :( so ngayon wala akong phone. nag-chacharge naman pero ayaw may on :( yung battery daw yung may problema. bumili na nga kami ng bagong battery eh. but the new battery doesn't work :( nakakainis. ang dami pang problema :( im just trying to stay positive. Everything will be better one of these days. Hopefully 

When Friends Fight and you're in the Middle -_-

I hate it when things like this happens. When two of your friends are fighting and you're in the middle. you know who's wrong but its really hard if you take sides. can't we just all get along please? mahirap talaga kapag na-iipit ka sa isang sitwasyon. tapos kapag may sinabi sayo yung isa tas, pag-sususpenchahan ka kung ikaw ba yung nag-sabi sa isa kasi nalaman niya ang pinag-usapan niyo. ayjusko. ewan ko! -_- pero kasi yung isa naman talaga yung mali. at ako, natatakot din naman na pagsabihan siya kasi baka pati kami mag-away. hindi mo naman rin kasi mababago ang isang tao, kung ganun na talaga siya, wala ka nang magagawa. honestly, i'm sort of scared to say things to this person. sa totoo lang, hindi kasi siya makakapagkatiwalaan eh. ngayon, wala nang msyadong nagtitiwala sakanya.And the reason why im still being friends with her is because i think she can still change. pero feeling ko parang wala namang nagbabago. hindi na ata sila nagkaka-ayos eh :| pero still, wala pa rin akong kinakampihan. minsan na-iipit lang talaga ako sa sitwasyon :( nung summer nga nagsasama pa sila eh, tas ngayon parang wala silang pinagsamahan. im still hoping that everything will be okay between the two of them. pero kapag may sinasabi yung isa saakin, hindi ko sinasabi sa isa, at ganun din ako sa isa. kasi kapag sinabi ko sa isa't isa ang nalalaman ko, mas lalala ang gulo, at ayaw ko namang mangyari yun. hay. Bro, tulongan niyo po ako :|

Ryan Bang in his Banana Split costume

Peaches and I saw Ryan Bang when we were inside the star magic office :) it was last March 22, 2011 pa :))

Steph's speech was so touching and so sweet :)

http://ph.omg.yahoo.com/blogs/omgphnewsblog/steph-ayson-aj-taught-love-085915313.html

Steph Ayson

Steph Ayson. The beloved girlfriend of AJ Perez. Tumagal sila ng isang taon at mahigit. Sobrang mahal na mahal ni Steph si AJ. Sobrang mahal na mahal din ni AJ si Steph. AJ made Steph felt really special.
Here are some things that Steph shared with the media when she was interviewed.
“There’ve been quite a number of complications regarding privacy, with regard to our relationship, but the good thing about AJ is that even though we kept it in the quiet, he made sure that I wouldn’t feel that I was pushed aside or whatever, he really made me feel special."

“I’ll just miss the way he calls me every time may break sa taping. Sobrang kulit kasi niya, kahit text or call, or pati sa buong family ko,” she said. “I’ll miss of course having him around and I miss someone constantly bugging me to be okay.” 

"Lahat po ng issue ng Candy [Magazine], binibili ko po yun dahil sa kanya. Tapos, nanonood po ako ng About Ur Luv, Boystown, lahat po yun pinapanood ko,"First year high school pa lang po ako nun. We were moving in the same circle of friends. Bale yung best guy friend ko po, isa din sa closest friends niya," she says.

Steph narrates how she first came face-to-face with her longtime crush: "May school activity po ako, and involved din po kasi ako sa student council activities.

"I helped with the annual school fair, so I had to get him po for a dating game.

"Inaayos po namin, so kinontact ko po siya through our common friend."

AJ agreed to join her school fair's dating game, and somehow their chance meeting blossomed into a friendship which grew into a relationship.

How did she feel when she found out that her longtime crush also liked her in return?

"Siyempre po, haba ng hair! Sobrang overwhelmed po ako. Siyempre, hindi muna po ako makapaniwala. Very, siyempre, sobrang kilig po ako."

She appreciates how AJ so patiently courted her.

"Mas nauna po kasi siyang naging expressive [ng love niya]. So may times po na hindi po ako nakapag-reciprocate.

"So very respectful naman po siya. He didn't rush anything. So everything is out of respect and with so much time."

When they finally became a couple, Steph recalls fondly that AJ was constantly asking her about her crush on him in the past.

"Proud na proud po siya, pauli-ulit po 'yan, tatanungin niya po sa akin, 'Did you really have a crush on me since we were dating?'

"[Sasabihin ko], 'Oo nga, ang kulit! Grabe!'"

What did she like most about AJ?

"Just like everyone else, it's his optimism and the way he made me happy.

"Kasi ibang klase po magpasaya si AJ—parang permanent po, permanent happiness."

How difficult was it having a celebrity boyfriend?

"There were problems... with the privacy. And yung comments po ng ibang tao, hindi po maiiwasan.

"Pero AJ naman po is always there to make me feel na hindi po makakaapekto yung impression ng ibang tao sa relationship po namin."

How did she deal with AJ's overzealous fans?

"Naiintindihan ko naman po kasi fan din po ako dati, e. So, gets ko rin naman po yun."

Before the interview ends, we notice the silver ring that she is wearing on her left hand.

She reveals that AJ gave it to her when he asked her to be his girlfriend.

She says AJ had their initials—AP and SA—etched on the ring beforehand.

Did they talk about their future?

"A lot of times. It went so far as when we would have kids... yun na lang po yung sasabihin ko."

Good Morning, Sunshine :*

Mamimiss ka naming lahat, AJ :( marami kang pinayak na tao sa pagkawala mo :( alam naman naming nasa langit ka na. Ginagabayan at tinitignan kami. Alam   kong hindi mo kami pababayaan :) We'll all miss you, AJ :* 

Pride, Saying Sorry, and being Understanding :)

May mga taong sobrang taas ng pride, na kahit sila naman talaga ang may kasalanan, hindi sila mag-sosorry. May ibang tao naman na mababa ang pride, na mag-sosorry sila kahit hindi naman sila ang may kasalanan, mag-sosorry sila para lang walang gulo. Mas mabuting mababa ang pride kesa sa mataas ang pride. Yung mga taong mataas ang pride, minsan hindi nila matanggap na sila ang may pagkakamali, kaya kung may kaibigan kang mataas ang pride, intindihin mo na lang siya :) ang problema lang kung may dalawang taong magkaibigan at nag-away sila at pareho pa silang mataas ang pride. Mas titiisin pa nilang magka-away sila kesa isa sa kanila ay mag-sorry. Pero in some cases, yung isa sakanila, kahit mataas ang pride, lulunukin na lang ang pride niya kasi hindi niya matiis na magka-away sila. When parents and their children fight, who's the one who says sorry first? Some parents wouldn't say sorry because they think everything that they do and say is right, eh ganun naman din tayong mga anak eh, minsan akala natin lahat ng mga ginagawa natin tama. Pero pag nag-away ang magulang at anak, minsan nagtitiisan pa yan na hindi magpansinan. Pero after a while, magiging okay din yan, kasi iisipin na lang nila na parang walang nangyari. Pero dapat kung magka-away ang isang magulang at ang kanyang anak, dapat yung anak yung mag-sorry, well actually, depende kung anong nangyari. Pero dapat intindihin na lang ng anak ang kanilang mga magulang. Lalo na kapag meyo may edad na sina mommy and daddy. Aaminin ko, meydo may pagka masamang damo ako, minsan utosan lang ako umiinit ulo ko. Kanina nung papunta kami ni mommy sa simbahan, edi syempre nag-aayos ako, sabi mommy "kunin mo nga tong bag ko, hindi ako makapag-drive ng maayos eh" meydo tumaas yung tono ng boses ko at sabi ko "wait lang" tapos sinabihan ako ng mommy na dapat hindi daw ako ganun at marami pa siyang sinabi. Nung homily, ang daming pumapasok sa utak. Dapat nga talaga baguhin ko na ang pag-uugali, na dapat intindihin ko na lang yung mga magulang. Nung bigayan na ng Peace, kiniss ko si mommy si pisngi at sinabi ko na "sorry,meh". Bigla na nga lang lumabas yun sa bibig ko eh, pero pagkatapos nun gumaan ang pakiramdam ko. Ang punto ko lang naman ay dapat intindihin na lang natin ang mga magulan natin, at kung paulit-ulit na ang sinasabi nila pasok dito at labas dito na lang :)) pero dapat isinasa-isip natin yung mga sinasabi nila satin. At dapat binibigyan natin ng halaga ang mga oras na nakakasama natin sila. Dapat hindi tayong mahiya na mag "i love you" sakanila ng personal hindi lang sa text, nakaka-ilang nga pero sigurado ako na matutuwa sila na marinig yun galing satin :) at kapag may nagawa tayong mali, o naka-misunderstanding man, lunukin na lang natin ang pride natin at tayo na ang mag-sorry :) ang mga magulang talaga, hindi maaalis sakanila ang pakealaman ang gamit natin o minsan maki-alam sa buhay natin, kaya sila nakikialam dahil may pagmamalasakit lang naman sila saatin at naninigurado lang sila na okay tayo, intindihin na lang natin sila :) hindi pa naman huli para magbago yung pagtrato natin sa mga magulang natin eh :) alagaan natin sila :> we should spend time with them while we still can, because when we get older, we'll have our own families and we couldn't spend time with our parents anymore. 

ang dami kong alam :))) pero seryoso lahat ng mga sinabi ko :) parang magulo nga yung mga sinabi ko eh :))  pero sana makuha niyo yung gusto kong iparating, kung sino man ang makabasa nito :)) :D

Happy Easter!

Happy Easter,everyone :D Easter is also known as Pasko ng Pagkabuhay. I spent Holy Week in Cagayan de Oro with my mom and dad :) Nag Visita Inglesia kami, pero 7 Churches lang napuntahan namin :| well, that's better than none at all. Pumunta kami ng CDO nung Monday, now we're back in Manila. Nung nasa NAIA3 nga kami ni mommy, nakita ko si Rodjun Cruz yung kapatid ni Rayver :"> He's with his girlfriend ata. I forgot the name of the girl, pero artista din siya :) Naka-suot ng shades si Rodjun, tapos bigla niyang tinanggal niya yung shades niya sabay tingin sa mga tao :"""""> grabe, ang gwapo niya. Nakakakilig :"> wait, nasabi ko na ata 'to sa isa ko pang blog eh :)) haha. Paulit-ulit? :)) Pagdating naman namin sa CDO, nakita ko sina Christian Bautista and Erik Santos :"> makakasabay na sana namin pagbalik si Erik Santos dito sa Manila kahapon eh, kaso mas maaga pala yung flight niya. Sayang :| pero okay lang naman :)) Gusto ko sana mag-confession eh, kaso wala akong kasama na pumunta sa simbahan, di bale, next time mag-coconfession ako. So,ayon. wala na akong masabi :))

Hindi ko na talaga mahanap yung old blogspot account ko :|

Hindi ko na mahanap yung old blogspot account ko :| grade 5 or grade 6 pa ata ako nun nung ginawa ko yung account na yun eh :)) past is past :)) kalimutan ko na raw yung past, kaya hindi ko na mahanap yung old blogspot ko :)) nagsipag pa naman akong hanapin yun, BV :| hindi maka-get over eh no :)) mag-fofocus na lang ako sa blogspot account na ginagamit ko ngayon :) ang dami kong natutunan today:D watch out for my next blogs :>

Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez

Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez or better known as "AJ Perez", a humble and handsome guy who everyone will always remember. He's the kind of person who brings happiness not only to his family but also to those who are around him. Ngiti-an ka lang ni AJ, sasaya ka na eh :). Sigurado ako na sobrang proud yung parents niya sakanya. Marami kasi siyang na-accomplish sa buhay eh. When AJ left, his younger brother Gello, didn't only lose a brother but also a bestfriend. AJ meant everything to his family. Mahirap man, pero kailangan talaga nating tanggapin na may mga taong dumarating sa ating buhay, hindi natin alam kung kailan sila aalis, kaya dapat binibigyan natin ng halaga ang bawat sandali na nakakasama mo yung taong yun. People who got to meet AJ are so lucky, because they got to meet someone as kind, caring, responsible and talented as him. Ang swerte ng mga taong minahal niya, lahat naman tayo minahal niya eh. Minahal niya yung pamilya niya, mga kaibigan niya, at yung mga fans niya. Hindi ko naman talaga kilala si AJ personally eh, isa lang ako sa mga fans niya, pero nung nalaman ko na wala na siya, sobrang na-apektohan din ako tulad ng iba. Sobrang crush na crush ko si AJ eh. Sayang nga eh, hindi ko man lang siya nakita sa personal pero okay lang kasi makita ko lang siya na sumasayaw sa ASAP o makita ko lang siya sa mga palabas na ginawa niya, okay na ako.Hindi pa nga ako nakaka-punta sa wake niya eh, pero ta-try kong pumunta sa libing niya, yun na yung huling makikita ko siya. Isa pa naman si AJ sa mga next promising stars ng ABS-CBN, sayang. Pero yun yung gusto ni Lord eh, kailangan na lang nating tanggapin. I will always remember AJ, he will always have a special place in my heart. Kasama niya na si Bro sa taas, at alam kong lagi niya tayong babantayan at hindi niya tayo pababayaan :)  

Things I wanted to say:
To his Family: Condolence po. Mahirap man pong tanggapin, pero sigurado po ako na tutulungan po tayo ni AJ na maka-recover. He will be your guardian angel :)


To his girlfriend Steph Ayson: Condolence and comfort. Sobrang swerte mo kasi minahal ka ni AJ, maraming babae ang gusto maging girlfriend ni AJ and siguro marami din babaeng na-iingit sayo, aaminin ko isa na ako sa mga yun. Pero alam mo, hindi ako nagtataka kung bakit ikaw ang piniling mahalin ni AJ, muhka namang mabait ka eh and you're so pretty :) I saw some pictures of you and AJ, he seemed so happy when he's with you, and so I thank you, for making AJ happy and loving him :) >:D< I read an article about AJ, he described his dream girl. He said, "siempre, a girl who is really pretty. But she also has to be mabait, humble and smart. Someone I can take home to my parents." Then I thought, i'm sure si Steph lang yung dinescribe niya. Pero okay lang kahit hindi ako yun, asa naman kasi ako. Masaya na ako na na-meet na ni AJ ang dream girl niya, at ikaw yun. And thank you for bringing magic into AJ's life :) sabi kasi niya na "Magic happens when you're in love". Basta thank you, for loving AJ, for making him happy and thank you kasi hindi mo siya pinagdamot saaming mga fans niya, and that you're willing to share with us the AJ you knew :)


feeling ko ang gulo ng mga sinabi ko :| pero kung sino mang makakabasa nito, gets niyo na sana yung point ko :)) WE'LL MISS YOU, AJ :D

Starting Fresh

nung ginagamit ko pa yung multiply, grabe ako mag-blog. may old account din kasi ako dito sa blogspot eh, kaso nakalimutan ko nga lang yung password ko dun :| :))) gusto kong ayusin tong blogspot account ko, kaso hindi ko alam kung pano :| ako na lame L-) :)) papaayos ko na lang kay Peaches :)) ahihi. so, ayon. summer na. wala akong magawa :| kakatapos lang mag-Holy week sa Cagayan de Oro. Nung nasa NAIA3 palang kami, nakita ko si Rodjun Cruz kasama yung girlfriend niya, nakalimutan ko nga lang yung name nung girl :)) naka-shades so Rodjun tas bigla niyang tinanggal :"""""> ang gwapo niya :') haha. And then pag-land namin sa CDO Airport, nakita ko si Erik Santos and Christian Bautista, kasabay pala namin sila sa airplane :)) sabi ko na nga ba eh, artista nga yung lalaking nakita ko :)) ang gwapo ni Christian Bautista :""""> ahihihi. Nung nakita ko yung mga taong yun,kahit papano hindi na akoo msyadong nalungkot dahil wala na si AJ :| sobrang crush na crush and ultimate love ko yun eh :| pero ngayon, wala na siya :( sobrang swerte ng mga taong nakilala siya :| lalo na yung mga taong minahal niya. napaka-bait na tayo ni AJ. maraming na-apektohan sa pagkamatay ni aj :| maraming taong nagmamahal sakanya. we'll always remember you, AJ. You'll forever be in our hearts :)

may you rest in peace :) You're in Heaven now, watching all of us :D